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Thursday, October 30, 2008 Remember where you're from. 23 days! HAI left the world of darkness on 10/30/2008 12:57:00 PM Wednesday, October 29, 2008
“To be a great champion you must believe you are the best. If you’re not, pretend you are.”
––Muhammad Ali haven't been updating for a few days only. been very busy with trainings and stuffs. it's just killing me. im gonna reach my fatigue level soon ah! so i better rest abit more! okay so today i rest for the day but still i went to zouk! okay for interview only ah! At velvet! haha. okay la i think most prolly should be able to get it. so many things happened in the last few days. it's just tiring. i think tt i feel very stressful whenever i see the number of ppl tt turned up for training is like fucking puny. wanna know why? cos im fcuking there for all the training witnessing the number fluctuates like shares or whatever shit. why is it tt it's always the same old faces? I hate it when ppl are not training. well they may have their reasons for it but still, being in the team for 2-3 years, one shld alr know how to juggle stuffs up. BUT tt's not what im seeing. it's very frustrating to keep asking ppl to come down for training when the outcome will still be the same, and that is, never turn up. why is it always the same few tt keep pushing? is it its the always same few tt have the common vision? or is it some ppl are just taking it for granted tt others are training hard and tt we'll just let you slip away? when coming down for trg, it's not just about gym, run, row or whatever shit. it's about something. i can't describe it. you gotta be inside to know what it is. But yet again some ppl dun get it. im not shooting anyone in particular but it's just very frustrating. like i say: Most of us PUSH, but some choose to PULL; i think tt we have said just too much things tt it turns to deaf ears or may be a "5-minute-motivated" mindset. after tt very 5 minutes, back to the same old shit. I aim high this time round. Please don't lower it. Come and raise it higher, together with me. i know lotsa ppl reads my blog and if you do feel hit by it or whatever, say to me IN MY FACE! and i'll tell you the reason over a cup of fcuking good tea. FRUSTRATING IS THE WORD! HAI left the world of darkness on 10/29/2008 10:39:00 PM Sunday, October 26, 2008
The most important lesson you can learn from winning is that you can.
today's training was so so. i know i pushed hard. but it's never enough. that's always the case. so ya, train harder (: mixed training was not that bad. given tt it's the first time training together again after like dunno how long ah! haha! maybe cos we have all the same common goal eh?! MUST BE AH! :) and i bought a new havs today! ALL BLACKssss! HAHA! okay im tired. BYE! i know you'll read this, so here you go, LOVE YOU! take care of your ankle (: HAI left the world of darkness on 10/26/2008 07:35:00 PM Saturday, October 25, 2008
it's time for me to sleep but i have to blog ah! but nvm. i love you (:
okay starting from wednesday i was working, standing all the way from 3 to 11 plus! okay it was damn tiring den thursday training was cui-ed and friday work was tiring too with standing at 2-9! no food some more! okay tt was a summary of the 3 days! one word, tired! so here i am blogging cos some one said she wanna read something as she is boreddddd! go and sleep la. be like me! HAHA! the bus ride today was the same duration eh? i dunno! HAHA! i didn't sleep! i endure all the way! wahahaha! hmm still got what thing to say ah? ya i remb alr. can anyone justify to me tt tickling is a form of massaging?! okay ah something to think about! HAHA! okay training tmr is early. but not as early as someone. the one tt is jealous of my small ear! HAHA but nvm, i still love you! (: HAI left the world of darkness on 10/25/2008 11:07:00 PM Tuesday, October 21, 2008
today is the day full of motivation speeches! but im motivated! i'll get up and get going!
school was horrible today cos it's early. but nehmind. my teacher pretty so it's okay. (: but my sweetheart is much much better. loveyou! okay so trg today was pretty much crazy? pushing our threshold! need lotsa improvement! details of the trg shall just be kept in my mind cos im too lazy to type it out. HAHA! and once again like i said im very motivated now. i hope the rest of my team mates do feel the same way too. when i see them pushing very much during the sprints, i'll just push doubly hard given my legssss problem! okay. im just super duper tired. let me die ah. pleaseeee! one month ago, i learned to love you, today i learn to love you more than anything else. 211008(: it's not a weird date k? see how interesting i made it for you? okay im updating my blog while my sweetheart is busy doing her tutorials. so guai, just like me. (: dun study so much liao la. i miss you! haha! okay. shall end this post naooo. iloveyougwen! HAI left the world of darkness on 10/21/2008 10:54:00 PM Monday, October 20, 2008
“It is our attitude at the beginning of a difficult task which, more than anything else, will affect it’s successful outcome.”
–William James school was sucky today! stupid circuit and stuffs! and overseas lecturer trying to rap-like-eminem way of talking! how the hell can i understand?! fyi im already sitting in the front row. but on the other hand i think i shld be feeling fucking lucky. imagine if i were to watch Eminem's concert? getting a seat at the fron row would prolly cost me hundreds to maybe thousand. and now im getting it for like free?! im so lucky. okay tt's a better way if i wanna put it! i hate cockroaches! okay i shall not say! later someone will keep laughing at me ah! gymed after school. was reluctant to do so but i dun think i do have a choice huh when i see the ppl around me pushing. and i will remb my promise to my coach. i will do it (: hmm before i end this post i actually wanted to post a motivation story. but i think tt it's even better if i print it out and maybe read to the whole team before training? it's better that way right? since i will be able to bring across the message to everyone. so tmrw Npdb will get to listen to MR HAI's oral speech! ORAL! yeah baby! haha okay DTSM! (don't think so much!) remb your promise ok? if there's a will, there's a way. okay i love you. (: HAI left the world of darkness on 10/20/2008 09:39:00 PM Sunday, October 19, 2008 what's left, feels right. how did it all end up this way? 5th series, down the drain. not gonna talk about it. next and which is the last one, make it good. that's all. for my team, NPDB: I used to have a comfort zone where I knew I wouldn't fail. The same four walls and busy work were really more like jail. I longed so much to do the things I'd never done before, But stayed inside my comfort zone and paced the same old floor.
I said it didn't matter that I wasn't doing much.
I couldn't let my life go by just watching others win.
If you're in a comfort zone, afraid to venture out, i happened to stumbled upon it on a web while searching for things to motivate the team. it's meaningful if you touch ur heart and read it slowly. me to you, guys. (: 1 month. ilu (: HAI left the world of darkness on 10/19/2008 08:08:00 PM Saturday, October 18, 2008hello ppl, im tired! i think im going to die very soon. so tired until dunno what to say. please dun die on me my dear smally wally bodyyy! haha! alright. tmr is 5th series. what ever it is, tmr is the day. do or die. simple. okay i wanna sleep. goodnight ppls! good luck! and and and <3 lazyGWEN! see you tmrw (: HAI left the world of darkness on 10/18/2008 11:18:00 PM Thursday, October 16, 2008
i just realised.
that in my previous post, i said about my phone is dying on me right right right?! and guess what?! i lost my handphone!!!!!! it's fucked-ing up lah! now i live like a village boy! i think even a village boy has a form of communication?! but nvm la. life is kinda peaceful when you dun have a phone. BUT i miss you very much. yes you! you know who ah! hehs! and anyway, my LEGS (notice the s at the back) is officially GONE! congrat-to-fcuking-lations HAI! left knee and thigh plus right ankle and knee! nice one ah!! ||||||||||HAI||||||||<3|||||||||||||GWEN(:|||||||||||||||||||| okay, i know im gonna get suan by so many ppl. but it's okay! HAHA! HAI left the world of darkness on 10/16/2008 10:52:00 PM Monday, October 13, 2008 I've Found the drive in myself! it's backkkk!! alright peeps! first of all, today's the first day of school! started with our mini project alr! like really wtf! cos i've not been connecting circuit for close to 1 year plus? yeah go and laugh! an engineer tt doesn't connect circuits! haha! but i just don't like it you seeeeee! so ya hopefully i'll be able to get a hold of it and do well. But with lecturers that is M-I-C, (made in china!) i think my tutorial is going down the drain le. it's hard to understand what he's trying to convey across to us! whatever, i'll try to find my way out. haha! so tmr's another module. Digital Audio and Video Technology! DAVT in short. i chose this module cos the teacher quite pretty (: hopefully the module is as beautiful too. cos i heard it's kinda tough. gg! -.-! so let tmrw take care of itself! and tmrw's class is at 8! !@$#%#^&%&$^%#!! gymed with the usuals except guan ren who is not there today! i'm so happy that my ergo meter distance improved! last week i pulled 975m and today i pulled 1013m!! yay! great improvement. but yeah the toughest thing is about being able to maintain it or even keep breaking my threshold! i'll do it! (: the rest are improving too! im sure you guys can do it also! with hard work and patience, everything will pay off! trust me (: and i think my phone is going to die on me like very soon ah! not now please! stupid phone! HAHA! in love with my phone's wallpaper! (: HAI left the world of darkness on 10/13/2008 10:25:00 PM Sunday, October 12, 2008
Hello whoever is reading! (: my blog is like very dead. i know. no pictures and stuffs. it's damn tiring to upload many many pictures ah. so ya you want pictures? you go www.flickr.com! okay very stupid and very lame! my blog is mainly more about training stuffs and shitttts. cos most ppl do read my blog. those tt i know and those tt i don't know. so today's rant is the same old thing. let the ball rolllllllll!!
start off with training. attendance was superb to the max. be it the juniors or the seniors. we are supposedly able to form close to 4 boats i think? but today wasn't even 2 full boat. it's just a mere 30 plus 4o days to the big day itself and this is what im seeing AGAIN. yes the word again is emphasized in here. Be it the year 2s or 3s, it's the last stretch already and some people are not even down for training and giving lame excuses. ya some will say tt i won't believe or whatever shit. ya im fucked up cos i'm always there pushing. but some of you guys are having some other committments outside or other than that you all are just plain lazy to come down with the RIGHT ATTITUDE and push together with those that were there. If your heart is no longer in dragon boat or whatever, please do us the honour by just leaving the team and stop being a hindrance to our progress. it's just so fucking stressful. i know this may not sound nice to any one but this is not the way people that comes down for training should feel. if you are selfish in this manner than accept the way im putting things up. whatever it is, be it the juniors or the seniors, i fucking urge all and i really mean ALL of you to come down for every single mother fucking training. i know i'm very vulgar. adapt or die. thinking of it just makes me feel very fucked up. 1 more training to Masters. and be prepared for a very long screw up session. just be prepared. mentally and physically. apart from the disgusting training just now, the remaining seniors went to eat at old airport. had jokes to keep ourselves away from those idiotic stuffs! went home to rest. the weather is a bitch. drink more water people. especially those tt intend to come for training. if not coming den dun bother cos even if you die the team still goes on. i need to chill. seriously. this will just kill me in no time. i'd rather look forward to this coming weekend's long bus ride. and my hugs and kisses! it makes me happy. :) 5 more days ah! and school's reopeing tmrw. seriosly wtf! thanks to stupid VPP (5 weeks shit to come back and do fyp EVEYRDAY!) my stupid holidays so leeeetleeee! this is for you :) : If you count all the stars in the sky, all the grains of sand in the oceans, all the roses in the world and all the smiles that have ever been, then you will have a sample of how much I love you. HAI left the world of darkness on 10/12/2008 09:16:00 PM Saturday, October 11, 2008
let me start with a surprise for mr spammer. my friends actually got entertained by your spamming leh. proud for you ah. so there you go, i put back the tagboard just for you. so be honoured and screw your own arse! thankyoucomeagain!
alright training today was good and bad. i just cannot wait for coach to be back. without his guidance we are quite lost eh. lol. but anyway i can see tt everyone is pushing. so ya though i think and somehow know tt tmrw's attendance is not gonna be so good, i just hope everyone will push for the remaing 42 days. to be exact, 35 days cos we gonna have a week rest remb? so ya, just push no matter what. i'm tired of elaborating. nuff said, just do it. haha. suntec foodcourt for lunch/dinner? dunno. thanks to those champions tt make my face turned as red as a baboon's backside! bunch of idiot! haha! the long bus rides was nice. the slope to your house is torturing but with our hands held together, nothing is gonna stop me. HAHA. okay that's for you ah. ((: EDIT____:) the 2 <3 from you will forever be with me. i want moreeeeee! *hints* HAHA! 1159 ah! love you, love (: HAI left the world of darkness on 10/11/2008 10:29:00 PM Thursday, October 9, 2008 if i had the ability to produce shooting stars, i wished for you to be by my side now and forever.i feel so _m_ suddenly. i don't know why. i already promised you that i won't ever again. i guessed i'm just so stubborn? i don't want this to happen either. i guess i've let you down? i'm not doubting but it's been long since this. maybe the assurance? i don't know. i don't doubt your love for me. maybe i just think too much? i'm really very sorry. very. i'm just scared i will lose you. ilu dear. HAI left the world of darkness on 10/09/2008 11:26:00 PM Wednesday, October 8, 2008 hair looks ugly here but it sure beats being hairless! im not cancer-ous ah! haha! don't wanna talk about it. (:hello gays lesbians boys girls spammers stalkers whoever whatever! HAI is a good boy today. cos he didn't went out to anywhere. not even to gym. (that's rather odd!) haha! well the weather is just too good to be outta bed yo! so i slept all the way since i woke up at about erm 11? washed up, eat and sleep! im too tired, of dunno what! whole body seems to be telling me to just go and sleep. the weather is set to sleep mode just for you mr hai! HAHA! okay i know im being lame. alright so let me touch up on some things which are kinda serious? coach's outta town. seniors are the ones taking the trainings now. which just means dunno what. if they like us they just follow if they dun like they also have to follow. sometimes in life eh, you just gotta learn to follow till the day you're given the chance to lead, you show. when in doubt you ask and when in anger don't assume. things are still ___. i don't know. fill it in yourself. 40 0dd days to Regatta '08! and what am i seeing? i really don't know. should i take a lighter and burn everyone up to light up the fire once again? maybe i should. (: on a super low note, school's starting like next week?! seriously wtfbbqpie! it makes no diff la cos im like in school almost everyday for the past 7 weeks too! -.- I, never thought that I Had anymore to give You're pushing me so far Here I am without you Drink, to all that we have lost Mistakes we have made Everything will change But,love remains the same. HAI left the world of darkness on 10/08/2008 07:23:00 PM Tuesday, October 7, 2008 when there's problem, there's always a solution. just refer to the above (:alright so today was a very good day to just stay at home and rot and sleep and do whatever you want except for being in school. i wished i could do just that uh. i reached school at 12 when im supposed to be there at 11. -.- haha. cannot wake up ah sorry! sitting in the fyp room cracking brain till cannot crack alr. training was erm okay i guess? my ergometer deproved by 1 pathetic meter. haha. but i think i shld be able to reach 1000m soon? next week ah next week! ankle is bad. knee is gone. but running is always there! bitch! okay ah i lazy to type anymore about anything. shall rot for the day. tmrw is another gym session! london bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down! london bridge is falling down, you are stupid! okay that was stupid but i like! haha! im done. im out. im going. going going gone! *poof!* HAI left the world of darkness on 10/07/2008 10:08:00 PM Monday, October 6, 2008
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she drew me this. sorry not for sale. my precious shirt! haha! <3 g.  ___________kthxbaiiiiii(:____________________________ im too tired to type anything about anything today. so i will update tmrw. maybe. abcdefgHAI(: ______read___between the__lines____|______(:______ HAI left the world of darkness on 10/06/2008 11:28:00 PM Sunday, October 5, 2008
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PLEASE CONTACT CUTLER CHUA WEN WEI INSTEAD! MR HAI (: IS TOO SICK TO THINK OF ANYTHING! THANKYOUCOMEAGAIN! ________________dead |:_____________________________ AND SO THE IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT IS THAT WE ARE GOING FOR A CHAMPION TEAM DINNER TMRW 6 OCTOBER 2008! TO CELEBRATE KOK KEONG'S LEAVE OR WHATEVER WE WANT! HAHA AND AND AND PLEASE COME DOWN OR CONTACT THE HANDSOME MR HAI(: OR THE BIRD BRAIN MR TAN CHEE KEE! HE BANG HE BANG OH MY BOAT, HE BANG HE BANG! LOL! HAI left the world of darkness on 10/05/2008 08:38:00 PM Saturday, October 4, 2008 yes size matters! haha! but so what? strength doesn't come size! or is it the other way ah? ahh whatever shit la. haha.training was in the early afternoon. i hate this time slot cos it's hot and i cannot eat lunch! and the juniors had the 10k race today. hope it was fun for them. and training for the senior on the other hand was erm ok? not that bad? i dunno. personally i think tt we are not tt bad. but still must improve like many many many. and i just hope tt our advice and our tone was alright ah. didn't offend anyone or anything. overall, good training with more to come. *you guys need to co-operate with us in order to make things work. as a senior, that's the least i think we can do to help. not gonna say much already. time for you people to think. and im tired, nothing much to blog. except for if any year 3s reading this, please be prepared for kok keong and kee chuan's effing off celebration! which is soon! tmrw? HAHA! HAI left the world of darkness on 10/04/2008 09:13:00 PM Friday, October 3, 2008 i was surfing the net searching for nice pictures for my blog and i stumbled upon this picture. and i think that it's very nice. HAHA! especially for mr spammer; that's for you! hahaha! okay whatever.went school to gym today with the usuals. (WEE PEE (guan ren) BIRD CHEN ZI QI and CUTLER CHUA)! ergometer was funny and tiring. i did 1k and died cos of legs very __! lucky we didn't do squats today cos tmrw got running! haha. so ya did a few exercises before they went off and leaving me alone to not stop gyming, erm whole body? haha! lucky thing justin was there. so not that lonely la huh. okay overall today was a short day. but i bet tmrw will be a longgg day. tsk! but nvm, i can see my champion team! hopefully they are all down. cos it's the first training after training camp. we had made a promise on monday. so let's see. hmm (: me and you, setting in a honeymoon! HAI left the world of darkness on 10/03/2008 09:55:00 PM Thursday, October 2, 2008
okay firstly, to mr spammer, i really hope you could stop spamming cos sometimes it's just too much, all the things tt you said. i may not be able to stop you but don't u believe a little at all about karma? but whatever la. i can't be bother with your no-life attitude. so just fuck your mother inside out upside down doggy-till-she-bleeds! haha so funny! i shall not let my mood spoiled by you at all. cos you're just a LOSERRRRR! BIG L on your forehead yo!
anyways, im starting a new way of gyming with guan ren and the rest. erm to be exact chee kee and wen wei only? haha. i hope to improve in terms of everything in here. im gonna do nothing but train train train and train! erms fyp too. kinda lazy. haha. and i know my blog is so bored with just words and words and more wordsss. im waiting for the camp pics to be up and some of my glamourous pictures will be up soon! so ya just wait a little yo! im so gonna buy more and more boxers! just let it dangle! HAHAHHA! okay lame shit! i cannot wait for saturday, to see at least most of the champion team members! haha!! it's gonna be oh-so-crazyyyy! but it's gonna be training before that. haha. things are kinda weird for now i must say? i mean in the team. haha. but aiya what can i or rather we do? misjudged. mistaken. and now so different. things better get normal soon cos it's super weird. just lucky tt there are year 3s around! and those that have not been gyming since the training camp, please get your lazy ass down! haha! okay tmr's another day. weather better be good! cos im going to have a good suntan session if the weather permits. please dun rain! cos it always do whenever i said i wanted to go and tan! bitch! CHAMPION TEAM, SA!! HAI left the world of darkness on 10/02/2008 09:35:00 PM
haha HELL LOW ppls! im starting to miss our training camp room at kismis terribly. it's damn nice la. and its so bonded. and the "wah laoooooo" still playing clearly in my ear. and the ole ole ole songs tt we cheered very loudly like nobody business. haha we are the champion team! okay to be exact we are the members of the champion team led by pong and guan ren! everything we did is champion! yeah inside joke! hahha!
but whatever, im very tired to blog. i just wanna type out something random only. haha. and ya while talking to shaun just now when we went out, we realised tt when exchanging views, it's all about voicing out your honest opinion. but when our honest opinion about someone is rather harsh or hurting, how do we justify it now? will we still be considered RUDE?! haha. funny how sometimes words can just go round and round. kthxbaiiiiiii! (: HAI left the world of darkness on 10/02/2008 12:23:00 AM |