well ppls im back from trg camp. firstly i would like to thank the spammer cos of the time tt u tagged when im in the trg camp makes it even more simple for me to know who you are cos i've filtered down almost all the current team ppl! so exciting and stupid.

okay back to camp stuffs. training camp. yes that's the name isn't it? TRAINING camp! it's supposed to be filled with tonnes and tonnes of training. okay so tt was what we actually did. i still missed doing the 600 plus jumping jacks! but nvm our legs are all cui like fcuk alr. but i believe it will be useful in times to come.

well it was my or rather the year 3s last trg camp. we had fun and we had great disappointments. what a way to end our last training camp right? comments made, remarks were harsh. seniors not having the rights. we have to learn to respect when we're not given the respect due. hurtful truths. and many more. this is all more than enuff for us to end it with a 2 hour meeting. i hope i do make myself clear in the meeting as i think tt i do most of the talkings? whatever. if ppl wanna cover their ppl up why can't i do so? and fyi im not covering up but im reasoning or rather educating the rest of what we are actually doing. we're mistaken and we're given such remarks tt made all of us angry and sad. but what can we do? we're only seniors by name for now. i really dun undstd why? my personality says tt im very frank and most ppl agree but i wouldn't dare to tell my previous seniors about their tones towards us and the way they shouted at us and stuffs. what we can do is just to wait for them to graduate and we know whatever they scolded us, they meant it well. i just dun undstd the new generation of ppl. well its partly due to how we were brought up when we were in the junior years. it's really disappointing for me personally given tt im one of the seniors tt took them for their initial training when they were just year 1s. and seeing this now just makes me ____. really speechless. it all backfires on us. guys, if you all don't understand, ask. by just assuming and doubting and ONLY LOOKING AT THE BAD SIDES of us, will get you nowhere. now tt you'd all undstd what we're doing, please just move on.


we have all made a promise. remb what i said. WE HAVE TO .... we got not much time left. i wish you guys all the best when you all reached ur final year in dragon boat. cos you'll be able to have a taste of your own medicine. but as for now, i really really hope we all work towards what we said and agreed.

move on guys, move on. no point looking at the past cos it'll get you somewhere, not we wanted.
look ahead and understand the rationale behind everything. we can do it if we believe.


everything happens for a reason. it's all about whether you should or shouldn't know. im still disappointed but im moving on.

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/30/2008 11:25:00 AM

actually nothing much to update just that i feel like typing. i just don't understand why my blog is so nice to spam? haha. if you really hate me then be a real man and just come to me and say it straight to my face? i mean like why are you using my friends' names and stuffs. maybe spamming is really that fun eh? haha i don't know. maybe you have just booked out from army is it? ORD liao ah? it'd be damn fun to know who my spammer is. cos it'll be very surprising. people that is close to you may just be the culprit. im not pointing fingers ok anyone. haha. im just facing up to the cruel reality. i wanted to change the url of this blog but im very kind. im scared later my spammer got nowhere to spam then he/she will go and jump down. then i will be so saddddd. like real.


okay i wanna go and change change the colour of this blog. to black white and red maybe(:

and tmrw is wednesday. you'll be back. and i'm still waiting (:

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/23/2008 08:52:00 PM

time for some updates. past few days is very tiring to remb any shits. but you(: made it all worthwhile.

today was the 4th of the Masters series. i didn't went down for the heats. it was mostly year 2s tt went down. well, they came in 2nd but tt set wasn't a good one according to those on shore and on boat. work harder guys. come semi final, i was rowing and our coach was cox-ing the boat. morale was super high cos all we wanted was to lock on to Mountbatten and bite them. from past experiences, we know it's kind of impossible but with pure believe and hunger tt we can make it, we really did it. we managed to be on par with them for at least 90% of the race. well done, esp to the year3s. most of us were inside the boat. let's make a bang the next one. grand finals wasn't what we expected but hope to improve on and get better. at the least, we still show ppl that we are still there. we are coming.

and after tt i went straight home cos i wasn't feeling good. was damn giddy tt i couldn't text you(: but sorry ok i know you understand. you(: must enjoy your holidays for the next 3 days. i'll miss you(:

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/21/2008 06:17:00 PM

let's take it slow. enjoy the ride and forget the world. (:

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/19/2008 08:23:00 PM

first time im blogging for the second time in less than an hour.
i need some one to talk to. and this is where i talk to myself.
you made me sad by making me happy.
my name is HAI and i think im born to always sigh and sigh.

can i be really happy for once?
i dunno. im trying. and im failing.

i won't say im not emo-ing, but i won't say im that happy either.
people come and go. but when they go, do they know how hard it is to let go?

it's been a long time since my last emo session. and i dun wish for it to be back.
but it's always coming back.

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/18/2008 11:31:00 PM

maybe i think too much.
leave me alone to emo.
again.

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/18/2008 11:31:00 PM

dying of fatigue. im so fucking gonna die. im just so tired tt i think i can sleep for 48 hours and just die. i will update soon maybe after i come back after my second life.


just leave me alone to die.
on a higher note, three-two-one-SA!
alright. hai is dead.

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/17/2008 10:47:00 PM

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours.


you'll be hearing me singing to this song till the end of the road.

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/16/2008 02:44:00 PM

shall update after a long mia session. (:

firstly, fyp is taking up lotsa time from me. and not forgetting, energy too. it just sucks tt ppl can get to enjoy their hols while i have to be in sch for 5 weeks. ya like whatever la. also more than halfway alr. next week is the last week alr (: follow by 2 weeks hols and back to school. ya school again! fcuk!

so we concluded SAVA'08 yesterday. it was a good experience for me. well though i didn't like even train? the results are kinda expected but oh well it's just a good wake up call for the year 2s. the year 3s are leaving soon. the bar has been raised, now it's up to them to continue raising it up or to just let it topple. im more focus on the upcoming masters and regatta. that's my aim for now. anyhow tt wen wei is an idiot for nominating me for mr sava. wtf! but i didn't go up the stage cos its damn stupid and embarassing! so ya it's all over. move on and train harder.

alright so today we got back our exam results. and for the first time out of 5 time tt im taking the exam results, i didn't stayed overnight to wait for the damn result. cos of tt sava race which left me with nothing but bruises and cuts like as if im raped! okay actually not say nothing la but something, i dun wan say. lol. okay nuff sidetrack. back to results, so i actually get a gpa of 3.0!! i was damn shocked upon tt result cos its like my best gpa?! haha. but whatever. best thing is tt my photonics and laser tech module which i mugged like crazy, is well paid off with an AD! Distinction siol! hahaha! okay la. next sem sure cui one cos i got lotsa shits to study. so wish me luck ppl (:


unloved HAI.

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/15/2008 03:22:00 PM

im super tired, super stress, super du lan and super happy. fyp is very tiring. okay im not the only one feeling the workload. but my grpmate too. we got own things to do. and its damn annoying! im just too tired to blog about alot of thing. and i still needa reserve some energy for the race on saturday. im a dead HAI! =( give me the strength to carry on.


thanks for the morning call (:

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/10/2008 10:09:00 PM

FIT NOT FAT!!

okay got it? you you you, yes you! FIT NOT FAT! HAHA! i will remember it until i die alr la. LOL! some ppl may be big but do they have the strength to carry their weight? i've seen numerous examples of such people that it makes me wonder if being big and strength-less is the in thing now? haha. okay sorry no offence please. (: but anyhow cannot be paranoid. CANNOT CANNOT :D


training in the morning just now was cui ttm! or is it? okay la. im weak ok? maybe cos the sun is too freaking hot! piece of shit! other than that, nothing much except cravings for mooncakes eh? HAHAHAHAHA! exchange soon ah someone! :)

im tired already but i dun think im tt tired but im tired of thinking tt im tired cos it's just tiring to be thinking tt ur tired when you think tt you're not tired. okay lame shit :D

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/07/2008 08:52:00 PM

this is me 300 years ago (:


my knee is officially cui ttm! it's gonna rebel me any soon. and im going to be wheelchaired! any kind soul out there willing to push me up the bus everyday to school? i'll marry tt person. and erms provided tt person is a girl pls! but any gays can try your luck also ah. maybe i will consider! WAHAHAHAHHAAHAH! effing gross!

well, training has been quite intense for the team i guess? or no? im not too sure either cos for the first time im like not so involved in every single trng. and in case you thought i was cao keng-ing, please read the aboved paragraph again! HAHA! so you got it? alright i hope the junior seniors are doing fine in their preparation for the upcoming sava race. and for the senior senior im sure we will make a bang this 4th masters. okay nuff bout trng stuffs, like got no life like tt. haha!

someone said tt my blog is quite emo and sometime crappy eh? haha! well maybe tt's cos ive gt no gossips to talk about. and i cant possibly jot my personal daily life in here as you readers/stalkers/SPAMMERS can see through my tagboard tt there are just some ppl who has got no life and come here and spam like free (okay ya its free!) and maybe hoping to follow the way i lead my life. im just so sorry. you got to try harder. and from blog-hopping experience i've learned how to just heck care those spammer. i've seen worst spammer before but the best thing tt we can do is to just heck care. i mean it won't affect me or whatever so why bother. haha!

okay i think i typed alot ah today. its like one of my longest post eh! trng tmr @1230! like finally i can wake up late. hope to have a good sun-tan day tmr! haha. but i hate the aftermath tt sun have on me. pimples outbreak like i drink water like tt. cheesebye!

ehhh and today i got PPP. its a 4 hour module tt all np students have to attend if not cannot graduate. stupid i know. but it turn out fun eh. though i was late. haha! the teacher also quite chio for her age ah. so ya i dun mind listening to her for another 4 hours. haha! and i rmb her telling us about japanese ppl not being able to pronounce the word "R". HAHA! so her dad experience this while talking to a japanese whatever; "heRRO, are you pRaying golf aRone?" rofl pls!

ok i typed alot alr. its to summarise and entertain those ppl tt always come and read my blog. i hope to get big! (sorry drift apart). i hope to whatever. okok tired alr! see ya suckersss! :)

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/05/2008 08:13:00 PM

HANDS UP! Drummer check armpit hair! HAHAHA!

working at the human race was nothing but fun plus obviously tiring! but but but we got alot of "rewards" eh! hahaha! lazy to blog la. will find one nice topic to talk about. or maybe u readers/stalkers can give me a topic tt i can blog about? shoot it!

till then, dun take care cos i dun care!
HAHA! joking!
thank you come again! (:

HAI left the world of darkness on 9/03/2008 01:06:00 PM