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[Name is HAI] | Archives | December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 May 2010 | Credits | BloggerBlogskins Layout by Rachel |
Thursday, May 29, 2008 THE MOST UN-MUSCULAR MOST MUSCULAR POST DOWN! (familiar siallll!) LOL! this pictures speaks a thousand words. and all tt thousands are made up of HAI IS CUTE! :) LOL!2nd series concluded last sunday. there are screwed and good sets too. nonetheless we did our very best. every team tt we send down is a team to kill. and im glad tt we killed some and got ourselves killed too. haha. okay la. overall. it was enjoyable and fking tiring too. maybe cos my rear delts was aching and having to tow for the 3 sets. but i'll always give my 100% whenever my hand touches the paddle and the paddle kiss the water! wahahahahah! okay alright. no land training as for common test is here! i can't wait for trivium to come! whack asssessssss!!! grow HAI grow! What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What about now? HAI left the world of darkness on 5/29/2008 11:14:00 AM Friday, May 23, 2008
ergometer test just now!
my aim was 980m actually lah! bloody hell! managed to struggle like fk and settled for 967m! bitch! and ya ths to all the year3s there for the support! i won't be able to hit the target of 950m without you guys! im happy to see tt all of us are pushing each other hard! i know what i want. you know what you want. we know what we want! im very confident of the upcoming series. LAI! all out to KILLLLL!!! HAI left the world of darkness on 5/23/2008 11:09:00 PM Thursday, May 22, 2008 I’m sure that I will always be A lonely number like root three The three is all that’s good and right, Why must my three keep out of sight Beneath the vicious square root sign, I wish instead I were a nine For nine could thwart this evil trick, with just some quick arithmetic I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321 Such is my reality, a sad irrationality When hark! What is this I see, Another square root of a three As quietly co-waltzing by, Together now we multiply To form a number we prefer, Rejoicing as an integer We break free from our mortal bonds With the wave of magic wands Our square root signs become unglued Your love for me has been renewed. training later. ergometer test tmr! screwed! 950! die la! `_you have stolen my heart. HAI left the world of darkness on 5/22/2008 12:06:00 PM Sunday, May 18, 2008 Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to And it’ll all get better in time. 1 more sea rowing to 2nd series of Masters Series. I'm more confident than i always used to be. KILL! simple. nothing comes easy. example like the Master's singlet tt i've been waiting for. it's 35 bucks after sponsored and subsidized by school. see, it's not easy. HAHA! okay, how lame can i be? whenever i drummed for races, these will be my phrase: "..guys, relax and just enjoy yourself.." so this time, i must enjoy myself! cos Masters no drummer! But i wanna go tt SP invitational thingy! sounds NICE! im sure the shirt is nice? if it's designed by sp dragonboat themselves. cos no doubt, their shirts/singlets are nice. okay, training ended on a nt so high note. but it was the same for me. cos im CUI-ed! first set 2:30, followed bt 2:25 and 2:20! it seems tt we are doing better against the tide! like wtf?! in any case, the hot and spicy noodle @ suntec foodcourt is SHIOK! alright peeps, have a good VE-SUCK day ! and rmb to TAG! ciaos, iCUTE! :) HAI left the world of darkness on 5/18/2008 07:32:00 PM Thursday, May 15, 2008 My motivation.enlighten me. things are getting better. well, at least for me. my OCD level kinda decrease. haha. okay, it's Obsessive Compulsive DisOrder! it sucks! yeah! i realised tt it's no use being so paranoid. after browsing through some pictures. i just wanna be the best. looking at ppl bigger than me is seriously motivating and demoralising too. cos most of them (close to 99%) are bigger! heh!! BUT, i'm glad tt there's this small little faith in me tt keeps me going. (: no matter how rugged the road may seems to be. well, for now, my life is all about training and "studying"! LOL! getting tired but not letting go. maybe i should not look at the mirror for 1 month? super impossible! haha! HAI left the world of darkness on 5/15/2008 09:52:00 AM Monday, May 12, 2008 Oh my love, it's you and that I dream of Oh my love, since that day Somewhere in my heart I'm always Dancing with you in the summer rain. iPARANOID. 2 weeks to MASTERS SERIES. barely 7 weeks to JUNE RACE. we got to do it. for honour and glory. blood and sweat will bring about the glory. the glory we've long yearned for. let's do it. it's good to see everyone working hard. be it year 2s and 3s. believe. why i so small? ): HAI left the world of darkness on 5/12/2008 10:24:00 PM Friday, May 9, 2008 the cruel fact about live,is that you live to face the hurtful facts. right now, im hitting my highest level of paranoid-ness! demoralising, depressed, frustrated, stress.. everything. but everything won't be affecting my training. i still got to train hard. i know what i want. and i will get what i want. have been talking to the guys. thanks. but im still paranoid. you may be sensitive to yourself but you're very selfish towards others. have you though how an individual will feel? being insulted over what he doesn't desire to be? let's take a pen and paper, and we shall see who's better. HAI left the world of darkness on 5/09/2008 10:53:00 PM Wednesday, May 7, 2008
iSMALL !!
im small. im small. im small. im small. hais. why am i so small? why others so well built? have i trained wrongly? im very very paranoid. even ants can make me feel small. haiz. can i give up? why is this obsessive compulsive disorder hitting me hard again? why?! HAI left the world of darkness on 5/07/2008 11:07:00 PM
alrights! decided to blog cos i felt tt things are like soooo much better now.
its seriously, what's left feels right. BUT 2 years plus ago, we came in as freshies. barely even know the piece of shit beside me. we trained. we know each other. we even hated each other. it's part and parcels of life. we didn't avoid it, neither do we ignore it. we go against it. hatred grew. things in a total mess. ppls are looking down at us terribly. we are fucked up, we are ego, BUT please, you all are no better. (: i was looked down, i was insulted. i was weak. i was on the verge of leaving. BUT i didn't. i use insults as a form of motivation to prove others of what im capable of. i worked hard, i trained hard, BUT it's not enuff. i fell. i stood up. i tried again, and i fell yet again. it hit me hard. BUT it never hit me down. i stayed. cos i got the faith in my team mates. im sure things will be better for us. im so glad tt it did. and now looking at how things are so good. i feel damn good. i feel the satisfaction. i feel my brother beside, in front and behind me. No one is weak, BUT if we chose to be termed weak by not working hard, you got no one to blame. everyone of us is good in smth. smth we might not even know. it may not be significantly great, BUT it's smth tt we shld be proud of ourself. i will try my very best to help my juniors in whichever way i can. i may not be some big shots BUT seeing u guys in a mess, is just smth tt's unrest. he ain't heavy, he's my brother! HAI left the world of darkness on 5/07/2008 01:04:00 AM Friday, May 2, 2008
BULLETPROOF LONELINESS!!
 THIS IS MADNESS SHIT! LOL! LMAO!!   today is crazyyy shit. im tired to blog actualli. so just put pictures i took during fyp in the room. LOL!  HAI left the world of darkness on 5/02/2008 11:17:00 PM Thursday, May 1, 2008
MAMBO&PHUTURE!
ytd went zouk! crowd was a bitch! but luckily justin's brother was there earlier so he somehow managed to lead us to cut the fcuking long queue all the way to the front. LOL! many thanks dude! i can only rmb what happened till ard 11 plus or so only! cos i was like super high already by den. after getting our chop, went 7-11 to get ourselves smth to make us a lil high! me ong and keong had E33! it's pussy! but comparing with the stupid wine tt justin angus and shaun shared, it's not tt bad la! so we waited for yun xiang! by the time he reached most of us were a lil high. so we went for the ONE FOR ONE. first up was graveyard. okay noob me had to share it with keong and shaun. but it was enuff to make me high! next time i wanna try it alone. 1 shld just be enuff for me! LOL! after tt still not enuff, the MAMBO BOY, Justin ordered 2 jugs of Long Island. we just drank it from there and i swear i was fking thirsty after the graveyard tt i keep drinking the Island tea non stop! wtf! ANDDDD by then, i know im already fcuking high to the max! though it's not tt much. Justin knocked out! LOL! paid $28 for barely 30 mins inside? LOL!! he had to go home. while we enjoyed the young night away! OKAY WHATEVER HAPPENED IN THE CLUB WAS MEANT TO BE A SECRET!! YES KOK KEONG! READ THIS!!! LOL!! ya so i rather not rmb wat actually happened cos i realli dunno wat i was doing! dance and dance! bourburn coke with angus, continued dancing! left ard 340++?? i think so. Justin's brother left with us as we had to take our bag at his house. and thanks to you again dude for driving us out illegally! LOL! had breakfast and headed to school with keong. reached ard 630 and slept at grandstand! seriously damn cosy. wahahahaha! cos it's damn tiring alr. after the much "cardio" at the club yo! had kismis run today plus bonding games at the pool. went home, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! den slp! LOLOL!! alright words of the day are BUTCH, GAYS, TRANNY. okay the rest i dun wanna say! LOL!! HAI left the world of darkness on 5/01/2008 07:37:00 PM |